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So I've been worrying a lot lately. About how I still don't have a second job after months of looking and even a few interviews. About how I'm sleeping on my coworker's floor after moving out of my friend's family's house because I felt guilty about how long I'd been there. About how I have yet another monthly payment being added to my financial burden. About how I'm just keeping up with the payments I already have. About how I'm probably going to need professional help to sort out my taxes this year even though I'm poor.
And I don't know what to do.
I have a hard time asking for help, but even now that I've realized I must ask, I'm not sure about who. Or where to go. And it's incredibly frustrating because I'm 23 and striving for independence and my parents keep hinting for me to move back home and I can't do it because I'll go crazy there. And I just feel trapped and directionless and uncertain and I don't know what to do.
Anyone else in a really frustrating and/or scary place in their life right now?
And I don't know what to do.
I have a hard time asking for help, but even now that I've realized I must ask, I'm not sure about who. Or where to go. And it's incredibly frustrating because I'm 23 and striving for independence and my parents keep hinting for me to move back home and I can't do it because I'll go crazy there. And I just feel trapped and directionless and uncertain and I don't know what to do.
Anyone else in a really frustrating and/or scary place in their life right now?
Ohayocon 2015
So one of the few bright spots of 2015 thus far was Ohayocon. I went with a great group of friends and debuted THREE new costumes. (So two of them are essentially closet cosplays but still, they look cool) Pictures will be uploaded after I publish this very short journal entry, because I'm not sure what else to say and the pictures will probably say it better anyway.
2015 Reboot
To put it simply, 2014 was a shitty year and I'm so glad it's over. Everything went wrong - lost my job, family problems, friend problems, health problems, money problems....you name it.
I'm trying to claw my way out of the darkness but it's extremely difficult and we're two months into 2015 and I'm still barely hanging on.
ColossalCon 2014
So as those of you who watch my page are probably aware, I have been to ColossalCon for the first time now and it was freaking EPIC!!! (Even if I was working on my costumes up until an hour before I drove to the con but that's beside the point haha)
My very first ColossalCon was a huge success in every way, shape, and form. My newly debuted costumes went over amazingly, as did my classics!! I had pictures taken of me professionally while I was dressed as X-23 and when I was dressed as Princess Kida! I got to play with my fancy new camera and got some great shots, although next time I will leave it on automatic settings so I don't have insane
Con Countdown
Procrastination Level: Expert.
There are 10 (well, basically 9) days til ColossalCon. And two of my four costumes have barely been started. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Ahhhhh...oh boy. In my defense, I was sick for almost an entire week (some stupid stomach thing) and spent most of my time laying in bed watching Grey's Anatomy and Spongebob and sipping juice.
So now I have to kick it into high gear. I have a wig to cut and style, a skirt to make, a top to modify, a top to buy, sandals to acquire, face paint I need to get, jewelry to construct, boots to purchase, a belt to bid on, a signature character item to put together......I think that's everything,
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*hugs* Love you Sarah 
I know I can't do much to help, being a 16 yr old who doesn't have those problems yet, but I'm only a call away, okay?
I'm rooting for you!
I know I can't do much to help, being a 16 yr old who doesn't have those problems yet, but I'm only a call away, okay?
I'm rooting for you!